ok..in sch again...mum said i spendin too much time on my blog....arh......cried myself to slp last nite....arh..dun bother...nvm.......i miss sum1...but..TOMOLO IS FRIDAEEEEEEEE............YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........maybe perhaps she'll call mi.............ARh........nvm..i noe..she doesnt like mi..SHE DOES NOT.........i shant dream.......den again.everythin tt i've done..everythins tt happened..made mi realised...i am a les...i duno....i noe...*she*....my 1st.......asked mi before if there was another chance will i....it took mi by surprised..i mean...it made mi wonder fer a few days...k..tt was a long time ago......remember we had fun...fights together..but...tt was sec 2... when i saw tt she had the potential...to be a bung..told her tt...aniwae...she also gave mi a big heartbreak.....in town...cried in taka..coz i was so sad.........2 yrs haf passed.......many things happened....MANY....guess.i had lots of experience.....maybe???..i've been thru the worst.......so many things happen to mi...Good N bAD........the best..is gone..nv comin back....den agin..its all my fault...ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT...sumtimes....i sit down n wonder..wads the use of mi livin.......wads the use when everythin happened to mi...mi gone..makes no difference to the world.....i did..wanted to die...but..was stopped...i wld..again....but not gonna say when.......aniwae...sum1 asked mito be her gf yesterday..but i din say yes....i said no....gonna be single..dun wanna makke animore mistakes...but..if i find the gal of my dreams..or sum1 i like..which is *HER*..i wld...n i wont wanna brk with her..i wld be with her..n move out with her...maybe perhaps go overseas n get married....the last guy i wld ever like..is over..i'm not gonna try likin a guy...NEVER.........NOT ANYMORE..i did....i tried..but the more i tried..the more i'll start to dislike him...*east*..this is wad i'm feelin....i cant like u.........i tried.....but no one can replace him.......(not sayin i like him)..i dun..not animore.....but.yea.memories will still be there la..arh..wadeva...but..now..i'm writin...n *tears in my eyes*..i cant cry...not wastin my tears animore...i'm not wastin animore time...now...i hafta study..n..i tink of her...n den again...i shant dream..she wont like mi..i'm too bad....was tinkin of bein a bung...at least..i noe wad gals wan...i wont hurt them like guys do.....i will take care of them...i will love them...although i cant give them wad guys can..satisfaction...but..sum gals dun wan it...they onli wan security...sincerity.....love...i can provide them......but den again...its a thot....i'm still young....i guess..sooner or later..i'll tell my parents tt i wont marry..to a guy..tt i onli like gals...they haf to accept it.......its mi.....i'm attracted to gals....not to guys.not animore....alrite....if u wanna dispise mi...go ahead..condemn mi....maybe i shld be condemned to hell........for all tt i've done........i'm not a human........i'm a BITCH........wadeva.........maybe sum1 in disguise???..u may nv noe.......



left her thoughts ♥ 1:09:00 PM

Human beings are complicated by nature and I wouldn't deny that.
You wouldn't believe my profession. But I have a strong passion for what I do.
I'm not a great dancer but dancing its one of my only burning passion in life that keeps me going. =)

A petite girl who loves to socialise and have tons of fun!
I'm patient but don't try to test the limits.
Well,as long as you are not a weirdo,you're most welcomed to join my social circle.
*cheerios!!